• audiobookshelf
• gluetun
• homeassistant
• immich
• invidious
• jackett
• jellyfin
• kavita
• lazylibrarian
• lidarr
• mylar3
• mumble
• navidrome
• podman
• prowlarr
• qbittorrent
• radar
• sonarr
• syncthing

GitHub

I do a lot of self-hosting.

Dark Souls

It’s not for me, honestly. I want to feel freedom from a game, but Souls-like games make me feel trapped.

Dude, I feel you there. Also, your parents seem to rather keep up appearances than to help their son. That’s toxic.

You shouldn’t have to fight this shit on your own. I hope you’re able to find like-minded people online that have a personal understanding of what you’re going through and are good examples heading in the right direction.

Oh, and it is a scary time to be outside nowadays. You’re more aware of what’s going on, it seems, than your folks.

Jeff Goldblum’s Jurassic Park monologue feels appropriate here.

“You stood on the shoulders of geniuses to accomplish something as fast as you could and before you even knew it you had it. You patented it and packaged it and slapped it on a plastic lunch box, and now your selling it!”

Fish mate inside of a sea cucumber’s anus.

I have my own instance of this, and it’s become my only front end for YouTube content. The last political shooting (and subsequent firings of commenters of said shooting) made sure of that. I imported my subscriptions, scrubbed all my data, and haven’t looked back since.