Sometimes you just need a more specific example

And get replied “k”

I’ve noticed something similar with music.

This is one that does it for me: https://youtu.be/4edAZvbU5gw

The only thing I could come to, is that it’s like it is noise, but not random and unpredictable. It’s like organized or controlled noise,if that makes any kind of sense.

Another example of the “noise” : https://youtu.be/forwNINpoVE

Same.

Relevant: https://youtube.com/shorts/4JbWs-wPK7Y?feature=shared

Goddamn! I’m sorry. I feel like the antianxiety stuff did work better earlier on, but possibly helpful enough now, hopefully. Stuff is a lot different. The worst part of Prozac for me is probably being sweaty af! I thought I was sweaty before, but the threshold has definitely lowered and how much has probably gone up,but it’s worthy enough of a trade-off for me for being more or less not depressed for basically all but a day or two in the last couple months for like the first time. I wish you to find a peaceful combo for yourself!

Geez! That’s sucks! I know this stuff is a little different for everyone. My doc put gave me some as-needed busiprone & propranolol before the fluoxetine, so that may have contributed to my experience? Who even knows. I hope you can find the correct medication or whatever one day.

I’m sorry to hear that, for me it’s like enough of a weight has been lifted, I’m able to see, feel, or explore things I haven’t noticed before. If this is a reduced “up” it’s till better than things were before

Gods, it feels like it. Like, is this how NTs feel all the time?

Ah geez that sucks… Yeah I don’t think the highs are that low for me. But I didn’t have that many before anyway so 🤷

Although for me, it’s combined with wellbutrin

You may be interested in Ill Advised Records on YouTube then. https://youtu.be/jELW6YU4o8Y They do some synth and a lot of darker sounding lofi skewed hard into the horror/creepy direction. Some of the songs do have samples of old movies and some of the lofi synth has distorted old commercials and stuff that have a creepy feel.