I think the problem arise when you feel a resistance towards reasonable things you perceive as demands. Like eating for example. Idk how common this is but it reminds me of person that often told me how they hate that their body demands them to eat. So i think the problem arises if you always have this resistance for any type of forced action, because some things in live feel very forced. Why do i have to write this useless thesis again?

Not following the demands of an evil boss is something i would call revolutionary. And yes we need more of that =)

Thank you very much for sharing! I am happpy to hear, that you could accept your self more =)

Yea its probably very individual. Still i like to imagine what a diagnosis could do good. I like that you call it authoritative proof.

but the idea that ‘maybe I wasn’t’ was a bit of an obstacle to moving ahead with certain changes.

If you want to asnwer i would like to know what kind of changes you speak about.