“Are you pondering what I’m pondering?”

“Uh, I think so Brain, but this time, you wear the tutu.”

And this feeling is why I started picking up music again after I stopped playing/recording for nearly 12 years. I’ve worked too hard and focused so much on being successful when I’ve forgotten what makes me truly happy.

I’m embarrassed with what I wrote last week hahaha!

I used to not want to make my bed because I was going to sleep in it again and get it messy anyway.

My dad started telling me to not wipe my ass because I’m going to shit again anyway.

FF7R was such a blast for me. I especially loved the soundtrack. Looking forward to Rebirth coming to PC!

I bought Octopath Traveler II. I never thought I’d be playing RPGs again but ever since I’ve gotten the Steam Deck it’s really changed the way I’ve gamed. I don’t have long sessions because I play for about an hour before bed so I end up beating longer games in 3-4 months.

Lately for me it’s been the Octopath Traveler II soundtrack. Whenever I feel stressed out I just listen to the character themes and it totally transports me to another place.

Trying to wrap up Trails of Cold Steel 1. I’m about 75 hours into the game and am on the last chapter.

“Blame yourself or God.”

This reminds me of my friend. “I’m so gay I’m not even straight-up gay. I’m gay-up gay.”

This reminds me of this ice cream I used to buy as a kid called the Snow Storm. I’ve eaten it over the years and one day the packaging slightly changed with a new emblem that stated now made with real ice cream. That’s when I started questioning all ice creams. Nowadays I’m more aware of ice cream as opposed to a frozen dessert or treat which a lot of “ice creams” now have on their packaging here at least in the US.

I’ve been a full stack dev for about 11 years. I do some basic algebra but that’s about it.

Pizza + Glue

Pizza + Glue

Pizza + Glue

Using shift + scroll wheel to horizontally scroll in a UI. Whenever I see my project manager going all the way to the bottom of the application and dragging the scrollbars to move horizontally it just kills me a bit inside haha.

🎵I want to beat dialysis

But one kidney’s not enough

Forget about the waitlist

And collect them just because 🎵

Kidneymon!

Transplant patient here! Started with my 2 and then got 2 more added in my mid 30s. Later they took 1 of the transplanted ones out because it was clotting.

Score so far:

• 2 original kidneys that have basically been so damaged that they provide no filtering.
• 1 working transplant that is doing all the work and being a champ!

This is a great way to think. Some people are so frustrated with waiting in line at the bank or market. For me, it’s just another unintended break where I get to relax.

For me, it’s Beatmania by Konami. I first played it as a highschooler in the late 90s and it’s totally changed the way I visualize music. I will never not think of music as notes falling towards a line because of it.

I don’t have ADHD but this describes nearly every morning for me as a kidney transplant patient.

I’m about 40 hours into Trails To Azure and it’s been a blast going through The Legend Of Heroes and the Trails series in order.