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Cake day: July 4th, 2023

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  • Turns out i’m gonna buy a steamdeck with them using linux and thinking of things like this.

    I just need to wait a bit as the most expensive season is around the corner, i’m just glad our Dutch black friday doesn’t outdo any regular discount making it a near necessity to wait for black friday.








  • Shit like this is why i’ve been trying to convince my wife to leave.

    We have these traffic violation “google maps cars” driving around giving fines to everyone in the vicinity of the person breaking a rule. To fight an unlawful fine can take weeks or even months for us citizens, yet they get the right to just blanket send them to everyone who’s license plate is visible in the image.

    Fuck that, take your responsibility back and do it right.

    The same goes for public transport, they will add fees for a detour and expect you to not check on them even though you don’t have to pay for it as a detour is on them. If you want to set it right you need to put in an appeal which again can take weeks or even months.

    And now they expect me to trust them, hell if they roll this out i’ll falsely end up in jail before the week is over.




  • I’m very bad with names, but our huisarts had a in house guy presumably that praktijkondersteuner and i had a couple talks with him about potential causes of what was causing issues. He noticed me being hyper aware and asked some stuff about my past which led to him sending me to the nearest psychology “clinic” which was covered under insurance but they are operating at “for profit” and will be aiming to get you out of there asap. I was warned about them but they were the only one within reach as we were very limited in travel distance.

    I can’t really remember what we talked about during those 3 sessions but it was clear that her supervisor took over control as she was the one who very clearly and straightforward told me our sessions would be cut off.

    Tbh it sort of felt like i was causing her issues leading to her supervisor having to take over control. It’s odd how i can’t remember what we talked about but i do remember the feelings that passed during those sessions.



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    Last time (and first) i went to therapy i was low on money and because of our insurance i “only”(be warned, veru european amounts ahead) had to pay my “own risk” clause which sat at €385. But i REALLY needed some form of help during that time, i had some job interviews and i was physically unable to drag myself to them.

    I got about halfway and just break down completely, so i was desperate and literally stuck in life from my point of view.

    So i went to therapy with my last money and ended getting 3 sessions and a “we can’t help you there is nothing wrong here’s the bill tho”.

    I still don’t know how i managed to get out of there, but i can still feel it pulling in the background…this constant dragging brake.

    I don’t think psychadelics can get me out of this, i tried weed once and man did i have a bad time. I’ve always had this: “i wouldn’t mind not existing/suicide would be great right about now” kind of brain and the weed didn’t help the worse part of that battle.